Well, good bad or indifferent, I have submitted my resume/application for the job in Germany. The application deadline isn't until next Wednesday and then there will be a couple of weeks after that before I can reasonably hope to hear anything, so now starts the nail-biting anxiety phase of self doubt (over my resume building skills), 'OMG I really want this job' itchiness, etc. It'll be fun. And then it will be over and I'll be able to get back to my regularly scheduled life.

Seriously, I really want this job. I would possibly give my right arm for it (or at least my left arm). I have no objective idea of what my chances are. So all I can go by are my previous experiences, which state that I'm unhirable, which I refuse to believe is the case. Just...cross your fingers for me, okay?