Stupid, stupid Meesh!

Aaaaggghhhh!!!! I am so pissed at myself right now. I had an 8:00 meetup tonight and set my VCR to tape Lost. I made the cardinal sin of forgetting to check how much room I had on my tape. This is a new VCR and it apparently only likes to record on the slowest speed, so having taped the two-hour pilot on Saturday, the tape was nearly full, which I didn't realize until just now! All I got was the trailer - up to the first commercial break. I am so sad. Who knows when the episode will be on in reruns and I hate missing things. I won't know what's going on for next weeks ep unless I go to a major spoiler site which I hate to do.

Does anyone have a tape of it they would be willing to loan me, just so I could see it? I would be happy to pay postage and would return the tape as soon as I watched it.